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I'm so pathetic...

Tue Nov 3, 2009, 9:22 AM
Whenever one of my friends or family members gets a bf/gf, why can't I be happy for them? Instead, I feel guilt, sick, angry, and most of all... Jealous... Maybe I shouldn't be around anyone. If I'm not, then I wouldn't have to be a burden, or feel all these useless feelings. I'm so pathetic... Hopefully, I'll grow the fuck up, and get over these stupid feelings that I have, locked up inside me. But, no matter how hard I try, I can't, and I hate myself for that. Why can't I be happy? Why can't I get rid of these stupid, pathetic, worthless feelings. Why won't anyone look at me and smile?

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  • Mood: Neglect
  • Listening to: Nothing really...
  • Reading: Nothing...
  • Watching: My life go by...
  • Playing: Nothing Really.....
  • Eating: Not Hungry....
  • Drinking: Not Thirsty...

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Not telling~
  • Interests: Books, video games, anime,and ~other~
  • Favourite movie: I have a few. Howl's Moving Castle and Sinbad.
  • Favourite band or musician: Within Temptation
  • Favourite genre of music: Alternitive and j-pop/pop
  • Favourite poet or writer: I love all poets and writers~
  • Favourite style of art: Graphic Novels and anime
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod Touch
  • Favourite game: Tie: Persona 4 and Shadow Hearts 2
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS3
  • Favourite cartoon character: ^^ Um.... a tie. Between Road and Tyki from D. Gray-Man
  • Personal Quote: If you cross this black cat's path, you'll get more than just bad luck~!
  • Tools of the Trade: Untying knots and Emotional Support~

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*One-Sky-One-Destiny Nov 6, 2009, 2:31:36 PM
Thankyou for the watch ^_^

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There are many worlds but they share the same sky, one sky, one destiny
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~Blackcat1317 Nov 7, 2009, 10:09:02 AM
XD It's no trouble at all~ :iconsuperglompplz:

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If you don't try hard, then it's just annoying~!
-Anise, Tales of the Abyss
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=Morris1113 Nov 4, 2009, 10:15:01 AM
thanks for watching hun

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Welcome to DIE!!!
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~Blackcat1317 Nov 4, 2009, 11:14:44 AM
XD It's no problem

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If you don't try hard, then it's just annoying~!
-Anise, Tales of the Abyss
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~demyx-muffin Sep 13, 2009, 10:25:01 AM
Thanks for the fave

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*I dance in the rain and call shadows by name. Babe, I'm just a dancer in the dark...

*...It's a good thing I'm naturally blond, or that would be embarrassing...

*I sold my sanity for a blue popsicle. I thought it was a good deal...
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~Blackcat1317 Sep 15, 2009, 12:13:06 PM
;D no problem~

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If you don't try hard, then it's just annoying~!
-Anise, Tales of the Abyss
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~demyx-muffin Sep 15, 2009, 12:24:12 PM
:3

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*I dance in the rain and call shadows by name. Babe, I'm just a dancer in the dark...

*...It's a good thing I'm naturally blond, or that would be embarrassing...

*I sold my sanity for a blue popsicle. I thought it was a good deal...
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~Blackcat1317 Sep 15, 2009, 12:31:42 PM
so, how's everyone doing?

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If you don't try hard, then it's just annoying~!
-Anise, Tales of the Abyss
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~demyx-muffin Sep 15, 2009, 12:34:46 PM
Pretty good. You missed a lot in the chat though.

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*I dance in the rain and call shadows by name. Babe, I'm just a dancer in the dark...

*...It's a good thing I'm naturally blond, or that would be embarrassing...

*I sold my sanity for a blue popsicle. I thought it was a good deal...
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