Whenever one of my friends or family members gets a bf/gf, why can't I be happy for them? Instead, I feel guilt, sick, angry, and most of all... Jealous... Maybe I shouldn't be around anyone. If I'm not, then I wouldn't have to be a burden, or feel all these useless feelings. I'm so pathetic... Hopefully, I'll grow the fuck up, and get over these stupid feelings that I have, locked up inside me. But, no matter how hard I try, I can't, and I hate myself for that. Why can't I be happy? Why can't I get rid of these stupid, pathetic, worthless feelings. Why won't anyone look at me and smile?

I've been playing a few mmos, atm. Mabinogi, Megaten: Imagine, and Perfect World. If you play any of these, Friend me on them, if you want...

Mabinogi- Blackcat1317

Megaten: Imagine- Droxan & Marluxia13

Perfect World: Trexa and Droxan

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***Orgy Memebers***
1. Xonuki-The cheerful muderer-Dimensions-Bladed Bow and Laser arrows

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Nobody....

***Keybladers***

King Keyblader:

Master Keybladers.... (numerous people can be these)

Magic Keyblader....

Strength Keyblader....

Nobody Keyblader....

Heartless Keyblader....

Rogue Keyblader....

***For Heartless***

Supreme Overlord:

High Class Heartless....

Mid-class Heartless....

Low-Class Heartless....

Ok, rules.

1. No godmodding

2. No rp deaths unless you have the 'being killed' person's permission

3. no flaming, trolling, or spamming.

4. and other DA rules apply, i suppose.


Character Sheet

Name:

Agewhen they became a nobody/heartless)

Gender:

Appearance:

World:



****For Orgy Members****

Weapon:

Element:

Title:

Number:

Signature attack:

Suicide Attack:

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Keychainswhich ones you use the most)

Spells: (all starting have to kave level 1 spells)

Formsyou can create one, or use the ones already made. but you start with one... not Final form or master. o3o)

****For Heartless****

Size:

Powers:

****Extra****

History:

Other?: